Nampak macam tak perasan . Tapi sebenar nya saja-saja buat tak perasan . Saja taknak melayan perasaan . Saja taknak pikir bukan-bukan . Saja taknak mengganggu kehidupan . Saja taknak mengusutkan akal fikiran . Saja . Tapi sampai bila ?
Bila betul-betul nak buat perasan , bila rajin melayan perasaan , bila saja pikir bukan-bukan , bila saja nak biar mengganggu kehidupan , bila saja nak mengusutkan akal fikiran . Cuma ada satu soalan ; Where are my friends ?
( eh abaikan rhythm tu . taktau kenapa tiba-tiba boleh jadi macam tu -__-" )
Seriously dah tak nampak weh mana kawan-kawan semua pergi . Langsung . Hilang . Ghaib . Okay I'm not supposed to mumbling about this . They have their own life, they need their own time to be alone & they don't need me . See kan dah cakap bila betul-betul nak buat perasan layan perasaan I will feel veryyy depressed . -__-"
How many person which I used to call them FRIENDS know ; Where am I right now ? , What I'm doing ? , I'm okay ke tak ? , What happened to me ? . I bet only one person out of ten according to the rate yang tau these simple things . Okay I feel moree depressed !
Kawan-kawan mana yang perasan dulu I suka call/sms you walaupon cuma nak bagitau benda-benda remeh tapi sekarang dah tak ? Tau tak kenapa ? Sebab I dah give up . Yess . I feel sooo small among you semua . && hey did you lost my number ?
Okay lah kawan-kawan, I don't wanna make myself feel more more depressed so selamat mejalani kehidupan masing-masing . Masing-masing . Maybe sebab kawan-kawan bukan macam sahabat-sahabat ? Mungkin .
Anyway kawan-kawan, thank you sooo much for the time we've shared together long ago . I really really appreciate those moments .
&& Maybe You Just A Friend .
Let me feel the spaces between us growing deeper and it's darker everyday .
Btw, thank you for the friends yang masih ada . :)
p/s ; Mintak maaf sebab menulis dengan sangat berterus-terang kali ini. Yang saket hati / terasa hati dengan entry ini, I bet it's a good thing. It shows that you aware of this .
* I tried to hold the tears from fall when I'm writing this . But I cant . :'(
6 comments:
naseb kite same.. i try to reach her but seems like i'm nothg to her. mcm tak terkesan kat hati die. pdhal aku syg die, kalo bole bia kawan smpai mati. tp org da x sudi na wt cne ag kn? dun be sad..ko still ade aku..^__^
Kan ? I'm tired of these fake friends lah .
Eh btw, thank youuuu sbb kau maseh ada . Kau & kawan2 sekolah laen je yg maseh tetap ada untuk aku . Love you . :')
main hoon na!!
xx :)
Miss D : alololo . comel nyaaa hehe . Thank youuu . :)
*dah konfius dah . Kayla nih dekat UK ke dekat India ? HAHA . :D
sorg tu pnah cakap kat aku.kalo nk kwn,kawan,xnk,suda..haha..tp kdg terkesan jgak kt hati ble tringat knangan2 bsama dlu..kn?
A'ah terkesan jugak dulu . Sekarang dah rasa macam, biaq pi lah apa2 pon . Malas layan HAHA .
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